Monthly Archives: July 2011


It was easy to see that cigarettes would kill me until I was nic’n for a smoke. And to have a candy bar until IRead More »

Melbourne Nights (what grief feels like)

I think the hardest thing about life is death. And I believe in Jesus, I believe in heaven. I believe that someday IRead More »


I remember spending the weekend in the mental ward at Miami Valley Hospital. I was suicidal. And really it wasn’tRead More »

The hardest thing…

I think the hardest thing is that no matter what I do I can’t make my my children happy. I try everything toRead More »